901 the foundation of the house of recollection The title Fundatio Domus Recollectionis should not be translated as the “The Foundation of a Retreat House,” because such a house would be available for the faithful to come and make retreats, but this house was intended only for true hermits dedicated to a life of interior recollection. It was therefore called a “house of recollection” and not a “retreat house.”216 Two independent copies of FDR exist, and the introduction to the Latin critical edition explains which of them was chosen for the critical edition and why it was chosen.217 1. The Divine Goodness and Wisdom— despite innumerable difficulties that stand in the way — begin and complete what they desire, even when the means — according to human judgment — are inadequate. For there is nothing impossible for the Omnipotent. This [truth] manifested itself most clearly in me, the most wretched sinner, the most worthy of disdain, most miserable, the most unfit instrument [used by God] for founding the least, the smallest Congregation of Fathers of the Most Blessed VirginMary Conceived Immaculate. Within me, I had an unbecoming spirit, no virtue, little prudence; everything was far too small, proper more for dreaming rather than for undertaking a matter of such great difficulty. But just as God Himself (to whom be everlasting, endless glory and thanksgiving) lovingly, mercifully, wisely, and miraculously inspired me to this work of His Providence, so also He Himself has brought it about — and He will bring it to completion, forever and ever. 2. Many know that I was in the Congregation of Pious Schools —more dear to me than my life — in that sweetest Society of the Poor of the Mother of God.218 It is quite difficult to explain how much I valued my vocation, roused by God Himself. Even more, I remained in this holiest company, bound not only by the bonds of love, but also by the solemn obligation of the oath to persevere in 216 Cf. § 25. 217 Cf. SH, pp. 76-78: “textus” 218 Father Papczyński was a member of the Piarists from 1654-1670.
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