examination of the heart 478 2. “for this must first take place” (Lk 21:9). Consider that as it is necessary for the water to be stirred, lest it go stagnant by standing still, so it is necessary to stir man’s spirit by various waves of afflictions; lest it would be corrupted if undisturbed. The wind clears the air and a tribulation clears the mind. Recognize, therefore, what an enormous benefit is granted to you by God when He permits you to be harassed by some kind of annoyance. Are you internally tormented? These things are bound to happen. Are you externally disturbed? These things too are bound to happen. Does a man bother you? This evil, as it seems, is necessary for you. Do temptations, scruples, or evil spirits torment you? Do not believe that without them you may be saved, because your soul is to be possessed in steadfast patience (cf. Lk 21:19). After Holy Communion 1. “the end will not be at once” (Lk 21:9). Note, that you should avoid arrogance of spirit and excessive self-assurance, as if, having your passions already mortified, you should not fear any enemy or be afraid of any danger. For this is not yet the end of your life, and as long as you will lead this life of misery, you should always be afraid of some fall and be on your guard against it. Do you believe yourself to be humble? But suppose that a certain root of pride is still hidden in the bottom of your heart. Do you think that you are patient? Of course, so far until [f.155r] an occasion occurs to explode with anger. Do you think that you are resigned to the divine will? Very likely a time will come when you shall seek your own [will] in a matter of the least importance. Thus, always fear some enemy; be on your guard against yourself. There is not yet an end to your passions’ domination. They will come to life again, and they will wage wars against you again. 2. “do not be terrified” (Lk 21:9). Consider that the Savior deservedly exhorts us that we should not be terrified upon hearing of wars, not so much bodily as
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