467 part ii: meditations for more solemn feasts 3. “what is that to you?” (Jn 21:22). Consider, that human curiosity greatly displeases the Divine Majesty. Consequently, St. Peter, although already appointed the highest head of the Church, having inquired into the kind of death of John, was given the answer: “what is that to you?” Therefore, you should be concerned only with your own life, conduct, and actions. When you approach to receive the sacred mysteries, you should examine only your own conscience. Apply yourself zealously only to your own preparation; do not inquire how others prepare themselves for the sacred banquet. Indeed, reflect on yourself only: do you conform to the divine will? Do you perform your duties properly? Do you satisfy your obligations? Do you fulfill the duties of your office? Of your vocation? Let others live according to the divine disposition; as for you, be content with the one planned for you. Let them enjoy rest, peace, and consolations and let them be treated more gently; as for you, carry the cross placed upon your shoulders. For the Lord knows what He shall do with you and the way by which He shall lead you to Himself; if you spurn it, you deviate from eternal happiness. After Holy Communion 1. “Lord, who is it that is going to betray you?” (Jn 21:20). With anxiety and zeal as great as were St. Peter’s when he inquired about the traitor of Christ, you should take care not to betray Christ, whom you have received today, for this may happen if you dedicate yourself to nonreligious occupations and indulge in external things. There was a doubt among the twelve apostles as to who would be the one to betray the Teacher, the Truth. Here, today, you alone shall be Jesus’ betrayer if you were to do something unacceptable in the face of this heavenly Guest whom you have received. Therefore, be careful not to depart from your heart, not to interrupt the conversation with the Guest of your heart. Converse piously and sweetly with the One on Whom the angels desire to gaze.
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