examination of the heart 416 2. “All the multitude sought to touch [H]im” (Lk 6:19). Consider that the multitudes following Jesus greatly sought and endeavored to touch at least the hem of His garments (cf. Mt 9:20; Lk 8:44). They deemed it to be a gift of greatest happiness. And no wonder since: “virtue went out from [H]im, and healed all” (cf. Lk 6:19). Oh, if only it would come out this time and heal the recurring disease of your passions! Indeed, since this was the special intention of the people following Jesus, “to be healed of their diseases” (Lk 6:18), whenever you approach the sacred table, you also should intend nothing else and desire nothing else except that the diseases of your soul and heart be wholly healed. I believe that the heavenly doctor will bring this about easily, if only you seek the chance, if you desire to and are able to touch Him. You will certainly touch Him, if you follow Him. 3. “Those who were troubled with unclean spirits, were cured” (Lk 6:18). Since your Savior delivered today so many men from being possessed by unclean spirits, you too should ask Him with earnest tears, that He deign to free you from the evil and harsh thoughts harassing and nearly tearing your soul; or rather, that He would grant you the fortitude and steadiness of enduring them, which is a greater grace (because combat is more meritorious than rest). Indeed, as you consider the torments of today’s [f.133r] Apostle, that (O unheard of pain!) he was flayed alive for Christ,201 the desire should grow in you to endure bravely all adversities that are occurring and which shall occur to you. For should you lack them, you would also have to give up the heavenly Kingdom, into which nobody enters, in which nobody is crowned, except the one who has legitimately contended. 201 Cf. RM, p. 180 (August 24 — St. Bartholomew).
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